I'm not ready yet.

OK, I put that little stat counter in my blog, (set at ZERO, thank you very much...what kind of a mediocre person would take the option to set it at 1,000?) and within the past hour 5 people have gotten on, which rather surprised me.

I'm not ready to go public yet, though I'm chipping away at the "re-writes" every night...and improving the writing, which I was shocked to find quite sloppy and lacking verve. I think it's hard to write well about this experience when it can be so psychologically overwhelming and exhausting and my writing has been reflecting that. Wow, when it comes to annoying myself, I am a specialist.